The Velominati are proud to present the following guest article by our community member Steampunk, who splits his time between peppering the site with his insight and humor and riding in the sacred Velominati colors.
Michael Barry is one of the great domestiques of the peloton; loyal, hardworking, a hardman, a true cycling aesthete – and an excellent writer. What follows is more than a book review; it is an account of Steampunk’s acquisition of the book, a fine description of the contents, and account of some of the discoveries and revelations it provided to this particular Velominatus.
Thanks, Steampunk, it would appear I need to go order yet another book from Rouleur.
Yours in cycling,
Frank
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I have a new prized possession. A couple of weeks ago, Michael Barry paid a visit to my local coffeeshop. Because I don’t abide by Rule #11 (more on that another day), I was forced to miss the book signing and short ride, but I was able to arrange for a signed copy of Barry’s new book, Le Métier, to be held for me. Later that week, I picked it up, and spent that and the following evening poring through it. It’s taken me some time to absorb the book and situate it within my reading of cycling””both in my standing as a fan of the sport and as an avid cyclist. It’s a beautifully-produced, hardcover book from Rouleur, rich with numerous stunning photographs by Camille McMillan, most of them from 2008.
Barry’s words aren’t outdone by the lavish photography. Visit his blog, and you realize very quickly that he is a quietly thoughtful and articulate guy. This carries through in the book, which is a contemplative and moving account of the daily work of a professional domestique. The book is divided into four chapters: “Winter,” “Spring,” “Summer,” and “Autumn,” as though to present a year in the life. But rather than present a blow-by-blow tell-all of his adventures on the Pro Tour, Barry pulls back a little further, bouncing his narrative around a bit to provide not an autobiography but instead a melancholy documentary that is less about himself and more about””as the title indicates””le métier.
Le métier can translate loosely into English as “the job,” but a better translation probably revolves around something like “the trade” or “the craft,” stressing both technique and experience. In Barry’s hands le métier is also something just this side of an addiction. He describes in such vivid and painful prose the struggle and agony inherent in professional cycling””the crashes, the hospital rooms, the suffering, the travel, the stress, the exhaustion””that I found myself recoiling in guilt from my eager anticipation for the Spring Classics or the Grand Tours. By and large, Barry portrays a miserable existence, saved only by the fact that these select few are permitted””blessed””to make a living doing something they love, even if le métier is a far cry from aesthetic and beauty of cycling that drew them to the sport in the first place. This is the addiction. The tone and pace of the book are most peaceful when Barry describes his pre-season training rides around his home in Girona, Spain. In those excerpts, before the frantic training and racing that will follow, he seems at peace and the rhythm of the bicycle provides freedom. It is, of course, the same machine and the same activity that enslaves him the rest of the year, keeping him from family and milking every last ounce of power and energy from his body and soul.
He concludes the final chapter with the following:
Each cyclist fights an internal battle. Some fight on the bike because it gives them purpose and simplifies the complexities in life. Others escape. Others ride to fill a void. Others battle childhood disturbances. Others pedal for fitness or weight loss. We each have our reasons.
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Over the hundreds of thousands of kilometers I’ve ridden, I’ve slowly come to realize why my desire developed and became an obsession. Without it, I struggle””I am anxious, unfocused, and tense. Cycling has become spiritual, as it is a passion that I can pursue in the natural environment. I can pedal away angst, find calm and clarity with the rhythmic motion and freedom. The commitment gives me focus; the love gives me panache. Whether it is pedaling to victory or training in the mountains, I find peace.
Michael Barry is basically Jens Voigt, but without the countless sound bytes and cult following. He is quiet and controlled. But he knows his job and he does it as well as anyone on the Pro Tour. He is the quintessential professional: grounded, committed, talented, and loyal (he offers genuine and persuasive portraits outlining the better qualities of former teammates Lance Armstrong and Mark Cavendish). He is also as smooth and natural a rider as you’ll likely find in the peloton. He was born to ride. But his personal victories are the team victories. His success is rarely tracked or noticed by cycling enthusiasts, but the massive pull at the front for long kilometres on end to catch a breakaway or to help set up his team’s train or to protect his team leader: this is honorable stuff.
And as the weather here””not far from Barry’s hometown of Toronto””takes a turn from hot summer to cooler and wetter autumn, echoes of Le Métier are evoked in my own riding. At all levels, good riding involves suffering. Out on a lonely spin early this morning in the crisp air, I can’t put myself at the head of the peloton pulling for my team leader, but I can appreciate the freedom of the ride, not dissimilar from the moments Barry clearly cherishes. I can feel the cold air straining my lungs as I climb out of the saddle, and I can begin to appreciate the hook that continually brings Barry back to le métier, no matter the tribulations that the season will hold. For me, though, this is no professional obligation; it is a recreational activity. As I settle into a comfortable rhythm along a flat stretch of road, trying to hammer out a steady and high cadence, I take pleasure in the incremental improvements in form and fitness that have accompanied every ride this summer and fall. These gains are ridiculously modest, but they contribute to molding an ever-evolving relationship between rider and bicycle. Le Métier is about that conversation between body and machine. There is an artful beauty in this, too often lost in a day at the office.
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Sorry to ruin the climax (the butler did it), but your last point is key to the entire spirit of the book: you never hear Barry's name, and that's an indication that he does his job well, whether collecting bottles, protecting his leader, or taking a long pull at the front. No statistics can ever recognize the true value of a domestique, which is telling.
The other part of the book that interested me was Barry's constant referral to his body and he "felt." Legs felt strong and hard or tired. Head, arms, lungs. All were described from a certain distance that made them sound like parts of the machinery rather than parts of the man. Another de-humanizing feature of le métier, I suppose.
@Marko
I love that shot, which captures the spirit of the book rather well. A study of his face shows both sides of his experience. And I think that might be his father behind, quite a local legend in his own right (Marisposa bikes).
Steampunk... great article, great book. As I've posted earlier, this book - more than any other book I've read on cycling - made want to go out and ride... and ride hard. Was incredibly inspired, and in a slightly mad way. I actually thought the prose in the book much better than the photos (and the photos are pretty good), and it put me onto his blog, which is really great... particularly during the TdF.
Someone on this site (I think) has written that the formation of the Sky professional cycling team was an expensive way of ensuring Michael Barry got to ride the Tour de France, but if so, it makes the £65 per month I pay Sky and shitty customer service I get from them well worth it (finally)... I was screaming support at the TV when he was leading the entire peloton into Bordeaux on that long dead-straight stretch of autoroute, his mouth agape, guns firing on all cyclinders, that mad streak in his eyes, burying it for a sprinter who he knew, in his heart of hearts, wasn't going to cut it that day.
I cheered for him, because I think the domestique is a noble calling, and I loved him because he shared some of that with us through this book. Thanks for the article.
A few comments:
Excellent review - having Frank Zappa's Overnight Sensation playing in the background was curious - I'll think I will get that book next instead of A dog in a Hat.
For some reason I find this photo extremely hot
I want to live in Girona.
I've always liked MB and his blog. As I've made the transition from casual cyclist to racer the role of domestique has become very appealing to me for a number of reasons. Mainly, as long as there are hills I will not be at the front at the end of a race. But I would be perfectly happy to lay it on the line to put a team mate there (alas, if I could only get the guys I ride with to understand this and ride as a team instead of individuals). My favorite rides are when there are just a couple of us working in perfect, silent harmony. The faster we go and the harder I have to work the more enjoyable it becomes for me. The other thing is that if we are doing the above and it is cold or rainy and I'm clad in cold weather gear (as in Marko's photo) I get an even greater satisfaction because I know that though I am a mere Cat 5 I am doing something that few are called to do and I am doing it merely for the love of it.
There's a reason. It's fucking hot! I have a dream that someday I'll be out flogging myself, and I'll come across a Velomihottie like the above who is similarly flogging herself and that'll be that. Hasn't happened yet, but I hold out hope.
While on the topic of good reads, go get yourself a copy of Krabbe's The Rider while you still can. It's evidently nearing the end of its print run. 150 pages about a 150 km amateur race, and chock full of Great Truths about the sport. If it doesn't make you want to go out and ride right now, something might be wrong with you.
@Nate. Absolutely. Having watched Conspiracy Theory, I am a little nervous that I may be a government sleeper assassin waiting for some government evil 'black ops' guy to whisper the password in my ear to unlock my ninja training... death by powerpoint, anyone? Like Mel Gibson's character and 'Catcher in the Rye', I can't walk past a copy of 'the Rider' in a Bookshop without buying it (just in case I lose one of my, ooh, seventeen other copies). Now I learn that in a few short months, they will be worth LOADS on ebay. Awesome.
Incidentally, saw a really hot girl wearing a sky blue 'Cycles Goff' nicely fitted jersey atop a local climb couple of weeks ago. She was slightly out of breath and still panting, slightly 'glowing' on quite a nice old-school steel Bianchi. So right, in so many ways.
@roadslave
Yup, I haven't been able to find my copy around the house so when I heard the news I ordered another. Maybe I should have ordered a few extra copies -- one for the office, one to tape to the workstand...
As for the girl, that sounds amazing, are you sure she was real, or did you bury it going up the climb and put yourself into an hypoxic hallucination?
@Nate
I would guess hypoxic hallucination. Such girls don't really exist, do they? Though, Frank seems to have found one, so maybe there is hope.
No, she exists. I couldn't leave with things unsaid. So after complimenting her on her steed and her fine attire, I got the low down: hen night for one of her friends, a weekend cycling trip away... they got a bunch of Cycles Goff shirts made up.... God, and she was beautiful. I could have drowned in those deep, deep pools of slate grey (sorry, eyes).
To take the movie references to the extreme: City Slickers (2?)... dude from 'When Harry met Sally' says to wizened old cowboy: "you ever been in love?" "Yup, riding the herd in, saw her in a field, silhouetted against the sun, her figure visible through her dress, and that was it. I was in love" "Did you ever go speak to her?" "No. It would never have got more perfect than that... etc." [apologies for paraphrasing, and trashing of an already terrible script]... It may have been hypoxic hallucination... but if so, it also affected my cycling buddies as well (are other symptoms drooling and giggling? - I'm hoping over the girl, but it could have been the bike)
@Collin
Yup, I did. I mentioned to her the other day I was thinking about buying white hoods and she said something like, "Why don't you treat yourself to those when you reach a milestone in your riding. Like, for example, if you drop me climbing."
@roadslave, @Nate
Alright, I bought that book. Also bought Paul Fournel's Need for the Bike on the recommendation of a new friend who runs a local shop here.
@Cyclops
My Velomihottie and I have long fought over which of us has the bigger crush on her.