The Velominati are proud to present the following guest article by our community member Steampunk, who splits his time between peppering the site with his insight and humor and riding in the sacred Velominati colors.
Michael Barry is one of the great domestiques of the peloton; loyal, hardworking, a hardman, a true cycling aesthete – and an excellent writer. What follows is more than a book review; it is an account of Steampunk’s acquisition of the book, a fine description of the contents, and account of some of the discoveries and revelations it provided to this particular Velominatus.
Thanks, Steampunk, it would appear I need to go order yet another book from Rouleur.
Yours in cycling,
Frank
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I have a new prized possession. A couple of weeks ago, Michael Barry paid a visit to my local coffeeshop. Because I don’t abide by Rule #11 (more on that another day), I was forced to miss the book signing and short ride, but I was able to arrange for a signed copy of Barry’s new book, Le Métier, to be held for me. Later that week, I picked it up, and spent that and the following evening poring through it. It’s taken me some time to absorb the book and situate it within my reading of cycling””both in my standing as a fan of the sport and as an avid cyclist. It’s a beautifully-produced, hardcover book from Rouleur, rich with numerous stunning photographs by Camille McMillan, most of them from 2008.
Barry’s words aren’t outdone by the lavish photography. Visit his blog, and you realize very quickly that he is a quietly thoughtful and articulate guy. This carries through in the book, which is a contemplative and moving account of the daily work of a professional domestique. The book is divided into four chapters: “Winter,” “Spring,” “Summer,” and “Autumn,” as though to present a year in the life. But rather than present a blow-by-blow tell-all of his adventures on the Pro Tour, Barry pulls back a little further, bouncing his narrative around a bit to provide not an autobiography but instead a melancholy documentary that is less about himself and more about””as the title indicates””le métier.
Le métier can translate loosely into English as “the job,” but a better translation probably revolves around something like “the trade” or “the craft,” stressing both technique and experience. In Barry’s hands le métier is also something just this side of an addiction. He describes in such vivid and painful prose the struggle and agony inherent in professional cycling””the crashes, the hospital rooms, the suffering, the travel, the stress, the exhaustion””that I found myself recoiling in guilt from my eager anticipation for the Spring Classics or the Grand Tours. By and large, Barry portrays a miserable existence, saved only by the fact that these select few are permitted””blessed””to make a living doing something they love, even if le métier is a far cry from aesthetic and beauty of cycling that drew them to the sport in the first place. This is the addiction. The tone and pace of the book are most peaceful when Barry describes his pre-season training rides around his home in Girona, Spain. In those excerpts, before the frantic training and racing that will follow, he seems at peace and the rhythm of the bicycle provides freedom. It is, of course, the same machine and the same activity that enslaves him the rest of the year, keeping him from family and milking every last ounce of power and energy from his body and soul.
He concludes the final chapter with the following:
Each cyclist fights an internal battle. Some fight on the bike because it gives them purpose and simplifies the complexities in life. Others escape. Others ride to fill a void. Others battle childhood disturbances. Others pedal for fitness or weight loss. We each have our reasons.
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Over the hundreds of thousands of kilometers I’ve ridden, I’ve slowly come to realize why my desire developed and became an obsession. Without it, I struggle””I am anxious, unfocused, and tense. Cycling has become spiritual, as it is a passion that I can pursue in the natural environment. I can pedal away angst, find calm and clarity with the rhythmic motion and freedom. The commitment gives me focus; the love gives me panache. Whether it is pedaling to victory or training in the mountains, I find peace.
Michael Barry is basically Jens Voigt, but without the countless sound bytes and cult following. He is quiet and controlled. But he knows his job and he does it as well as anyone on the Pro Tour. He is the quintessential professional: grounded, committed, talented, and loyal (he offers genuine and persuasive portraits outlining the better qualities of former teammates Lance Armstrong and Mark Cavendish). He is also as smooth and natural a rider as you’ll likely find in the peloton. He was born to ride. But his personal victories are the team victories. His success is rarely tracked or noticed by cycling enthusiasts, but the massive pull at the front for long kilometres on end to catch a breakaway or to help set up his team’s train or to protect his team leader: this is honorable stuff.
And as the weather here””not far from Barry’s hometown of Toronto””takes a turn from hot summer to cooler and wetter autumn, echoes of Le Métier are evoked in my own riding. At all levels, good riding involves suffering. Out on a lonely spin early this morning in the crisp air, I can’t put myself at the head of the peloton pulling for my team leader, but I can appreciate the freedom of the ride, not dissimilar from the moments Barry clearly cherishes. I can feel the cold air straining my lungs as I climb out of the saddle, and I can begin to appreciate the hook that continually brings Barry back to le métier, no matter the tribulations that the season will hold. For me, though, this is no professional obligation; it is a recreational activity. As I settle into a comfortable rhythm along a flat stretch of road, trying to hammer out a steady and high cadence, I take pleasure in the incremental improvements in form and fitness that have accompanied every ride this summer and fall. These gains are ridiculously modest, but they contribute to molding an ever-evolving relationship between rider and bicycle. Le Métier is about that conversation between body and machine. There is an artful beauty in this, too often lost in a day at the office.
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@Buck Rogers
He's used a similar tactic to get himself in the press in the UK, tying Sky to Tramadol, which made some proper Sports section headlines. From reading the article you linked to, the worst part as far as I can see is that he has no actual knowledge or evidence of a financial agreement, just an interpretation of events presented as fact. Not that I'm sure this hasn't happened in recent races...
Basically, one more guy who cheated to make money from cycling, who then smears the sport and other riders to make more money after retiring/being caught. Far from classy, even if I've enjoyed other things of his. (And I stand by the notion that his cheating for a career, cheated others out of their careers.)
@Buck Rogers
So here's an ex-pro who denied everything until he was offered the choice of fessing up or ending up sharing the soap in the communal showers with a few less than savoury characters, and he's now making money out of writing books that accuse his former colleagues of "shady tactics and backroom deals". Wanker.
@andrew Good points. Not only that, he jumped on the "Let's throw Floyd under the bus" train when Floyd FINALLY came clean. Poor showing, pretty classless stuff.
@Mike_P @Buck Rogers Yep and yep. And has the brass neck to claim he was actively anti-doping after 2006, when in point of fact he simply continued lying, like so many others who were paying lip-service. Hope he enjoys googling himself this week.
@andrew
Is googling yourself a bit like "go fuck yourself"?
And the BIGGEST, HUGEST travesty of all of this is he still gets to sleep with Dede Demet every single fuckin night!!! Truly there is no justice in this world!!!
@Buck Rogers
Get thee to the cold bath right now!
@Buck Rogers
Look up Liz Hatch or the Assos Girl... you'll get over it!
Actually, using Michael Barry's logic as displayed in the book excerpt, I'm calling it: As the scenario unfolded, Dede and Michael spoke for much more than a few moments. It was apparent that she was also doping, with other riders left out, their legs strong enough to win but their blood values hampered by the lack of access to US Postal-levels of pharmacology. She won races, but doping determined the outcome as it does in far too many races, merely adding to the corruption of the sport.
Just curious if any of you read his book? He explains himself pretty well, I thought - just finished it. I took a lot of that stuff with a grain of salt - at least the Boonen bit buying the race; he watched it from a hospital bed and I took it as him just assuming his dickhead teammate sold the race because that was easier for him to palate - not that he had evidence of it.
The Sky stuff with Tramadol actually makes sense - their stated approach is to do anything within the rules to win, so if its not banned, they could care less. Bringing the behavior to light is a good thing.
@frank
Not yet. I have bought and read his other two books ("Le Metier"--which I really liked and still own and "Throwing other Dopers under the Postal Bus" or whatever-the-hell-it-was-called--pretty shitty book and threw it away). I might wait for the library to buy the new one and then read it--but I will not ask them to and I will not waste money on any more ex-dopers by buying it myself b/c I am soooo sure that no one still dopes in the peloton!!!