The Thin Boundary Between Casual and Deliberate

Something has gone awry here. Photo: John Thompson

Cycling and crashing are the kinds of things that come together whenever you liberally combine Newtonian Physics, skill, and overconfidence. In other words, I’ve been falling off my bike for nearly as long as I’ve been climbing on it.

One of the more memorable crashes of my youth involved the commute home from my high school and a lady driving into the parking lot of the local grocery store. Her car and my bicycle momentarily occupied the same space, a physical impossibility whose only opportunity for resolution lay in the boot of her car, and that’s precisely where I went looking for it. Another time, the right-front braking on my first real race bike helped me disprove the theory that I might be able to achieve sustained human flight. The resolution of this particular question also led me to learn how to re-cable the brakes on my bike and embark on my quest to perfect the wrapping of handlebar tape.

Some of these early lessons and their subsequent visits to emergency rooms and time spent nursing wounds led me to better understand where the limits lie that convert harmony between rider and machine into chaos. More importantly, it gave me an appreciation that descending and cornering at speed, while thrilling, provide limited reward with respect to the risk. Some might call this wisdom or maturity, but I like to think of it as something marginally more productive than refusing to learn from one’s mistakes.

It is the human condition, however, to become accustomed to current levels of risk and that we continue to push boundaries. We refer to this phenomenon as “progress”, and with progress comes an inherent sense of overconfidence; it is in our nature to assume that since we successfully pushed past the previous boundary, that the one that lies before us will be passed with similar ease.

It was with this confidence that I entered the first of three ninety-degree corners on lap four of yesterday’s Magnuson Park Cross race. During recon and the previous three race laps, I had recognized the risks of this first corner; leaving a fast section of tarmac, the course re-entered the mud and grass as we circumvented a tennis court. It would be easy to carry too much speed into the corner and loose traction on the flimsy, low-pressure cyclocross tires.

With each lap, the speeds increased, and with each lap, I successfully navigated the course. The riders around me were tiring, I was moving up in the field, and gaining confidence with each lap. On the section just prior to the first of the turns, I took an opportunity to pass a pack of slower riders from another category, set up for the corner, relaxed, and readied for the challenge presented by the upcoming muddy sections.

I felt it long before anything happened. It was one of those notions that enters your body somewhere between your senses and your brain and lingers there before turning sideways to make sure it’s noticed as it passes through your system. The tire in the front wheel depressed as I leaned on it – then folded over. I spent an eternity in limbo between the rider I had only just been and the rider whom I was about to become.

I aimed for the dirt, it seemed softer than the tarmac. I don’t know if I hit it or not, and I’m not sure what caused the rather deep gash under me knee, or the double-loop in my chain for which I could find no remedy at the trailside. What I do know is I was in a heap and the riders who had been enjoying my ample draft suddenly found themselves similarly on the ground, though for different reasons. Several cursed at me, one postulated that my mother had been unmarried at the time of my birth. While he may have been wrong about the specifics, he was certainly right in his sentiment: I was a fool who didn’t understand his own limitations.

It seems fitting, then, that I was the only rider I took down who failed to finish the race. Next time, I’ll aim to go just fast enough not to crash out.

frank

The founder of Velominati and curator of The Rules, Frank was born in the Dutch colonies of Minnesota. His boundless physical talents are carefully canceled out by his equally boundless enthusiasm for drinking. Coffee, beer, wine, if it’s in a container, he will enjoy it, a lot of it. He currently lives in Seattle. He loves riding in the rain and scheduling visits with the Man with the Hammer just to be reminded of the privilege it is to feel completely depleted. He holds down a technology job the description of which no-one really understands and his interests outside of Cycling and drinking are Cycling and drinking. As devoted aesthete, the only thing more important to him than riding a bike well is looking good doing it. Frank is co-author along with the other Keepers of the Cog of the popular book, The Rules, The Way of the Cycling Disciple and also writes a monthly column for the magazine, Cyclist. He is also currently working on the first follow-up to The Rules, tentatively entitled The Hardmen. Email him directly at rouleur@velominati.com.

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  • @Benny

    @San TonioOr like this

    Hate to quibble here (and apologies if this is you), but generally you want the elbow in-board of the saddle. This allows two things - holding the bike out (as Frank puts it "like it has the clap") which protects your space. Depending on how crowded things are for your race, this may or may not be necessary. The far more practical reason, is that if you misjudge the height of what you're going over, or don't have tons of practice such that you have everything completely dialed in, the bike isn't going to hit said barrier and bounce the saddle into your armpit thus throwing you god knows where.

    Also, a water bottle? This is a 'cross race. It's less than an hour and more to the point - how do you plan on shouldering the bike w/ that thing there?

  • Did my first race on Sunday, and while it was surprisingly short on crashing, it was very long on fun.  Looking forward to getting back out there.  I won't consider myself a real CX racer until my face is covered in mud from a fall, but for now I'll enjoy my upright racing.

  • @San Tonio

    Good work there on the chain.

    I attended as a spectator a cyclocross race over the weekend and several guys crashed in front of me. One teenage racer fell chest first on his handlebars, made a face and kept going.

    Indeed chest first into the handlebars is less that fun.  I did that in a cross race last season on the first lap, but was able to get up and finish the race.  I did the race the next week as well as a few road rides in between and the week after that before it was determined that I had a cracked sternum.  That said, I think my experience with that injury is somewhat atypical - I'm I'm going to crash, I'd definitely prefer it to be in a cross race as opposed to on the road since the landing tends to be much softer (unless you land headfirst onto a barrier as above).  I can't remember a cross race where I haven't crashed or come very close to crashing at least once.

  • @RedRanger Completely agree with your thinking, however apparently you can't always get what you want.

    Purchase of a new #1 this year at 'not insubstantial cost' means that in accordance with Rule #12 I would be at 'S' number of bikes.

    Had started researching CX and this article hasn't helped!!

  • @Ali McKee

    Please please please can everyone stop talking about and posting photos of cyclocross! I am in enough trouble as it is!!

    @frank how do you find it compared to mtbing? I don't know if I could ever swap my MTB for a cx bike even though I see the attraction of it being more similar to the road bike

    It is the perfect excuse for N+1. While an "extra" road or mountain bike would seem excessive, a CX bike is a totally unique item with a focused purpose. One could argue, and should, that it would be foolish not to have one.

    True story: at my daughter's last birthday (6) she got two nearly identical barbies - I think maybe the color of the dress was different. Anyway, asked her if she wanted to return one b/c the were so similar. She looked right at me and said "You have two bikes that are almost the same." I dropped the matter immediately.

  • @brianc

    @Benny

    @San TonioOr like this

    Hate to quibble here (and apologies if this is you), but generally you want the elbow in-board of the saddle. This allows two things - holding the bike out (as Frank puts it "like it has the clap") which protects your space. Depending on how crowded things are for your race, this may or may not be necessary. The far more practical reason, is that if you misjudge the height of what you're going over, or don't have tons of practice such that you have everything completely dialed in, the bike isn't going to hit said barrier and bounce the saddle into your armpit thus throwing you god knows where.

    Also, a water bottle? This is a 'cross race. It's less than an hour and more to the point - how do you plan on shouldering the bike w/ that thing there?

    Exactly. That's what beer handups are for, though I think that they're too big-a-pussies to drink beer while racing up in Seattle.

    Not to put too fine a point on it, I have yet to have Frank or G'rilla roll down to PDX for some Cross Crusade action, even though I can get them lodging and "call ups".

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