Self-Chosen: Il Pirata & Il Giro

We continue our Six Days of the Giro series with a look at the troubled bond between Marco Pantani and the Giro.

Some were meant to be tormented, as though it were preordained that their brilliance should be balanced with fatal flaws. These are tortured souls, whose dramatic highs are equalled only by the devastating depths of their lows.

Cycling drinks its fill of these personalities, and climbing seems to attract more than its fair share. Shakespeare himself couldn’t divine a better premise; the discipline most focussed on suffering in a sport totally focussed on suffering will always attract the most enigmatic of sorts. Charley Gaul, José María Jiménez, Marco Pantani; the list goes on.

Italy’s geography seems to lend itself to climbing and therefor suffering. There are mountains from north to south, and it being a narrow stip of a country, there is no occasion to avoid them for very long before any parcourse is once again forced to go over them. Already Monday’s Stage 3 of this year’s race is a lumpy thing with two categorized climbs and Stage 4 has an uphill finish. This will be a race for those able to suffer.

Pantani in particular seemed inextricably bound to the Giro. Even before winning in 1998, he found himself winning some of the hardest mountain stages, though his temperament dictated that for every great day on the bike, he would be pay at least V bad ones. In 1999, he looked to be the sure winner before registerring a hematocrit over the UCI 50% limit at Madonna di Campiglio. In 2000, he returned once again, but was far from his best and rode in support of his teammate and eventual winner, Stefano Garzelli.

He struggled on for a few more years, but always tried to shine in Italy. In 2003, in a heart-wrenching display of defiance, he gave the last of himself in vain before disappearing from the sport for good.

It reminds me of a song written by a man who’s life was similarly tormented, Layne Staley. Perhaps Layne and Pantani were two parts of the same whole.

My pain is self-chosen
At least, so the prophet says
– Layne Stayey, River of Deceit

Maybe Layne could have been a Cyclist in another life.

frank

The founder of Velominati and curator of The Rules, Frank was born in the Dutch colonies of Minnesota. His boundless physical talents are carefully canceled out by his equally boundless enthusiasm for drinking. Coffee, beer, wine, if it’s in a container, he will enjoy it, a lot of it. He currently lives in Seattle. He loves riding in the rain and scheduling visits with the Man with the Hammer just to be reminded of the privilege it is to feel completely depleted. He holds down a technology job the description of which no-one really understands and his interests outside of Cycling and drinking are Cycling and drinking. As devoted aesthete, the only thing more important to him than riding a bike well is looking good doing it. Frank is co-author along with the other Keepers of the Cog of the popular book, The Rules, The Way of the Cycling Disciple and also writes a monthly column for the magazine, Cyclist. He is also currently working on the first follow-up to The Rules, tentatively entitled The Hardmen. Email him directly at rouleur@velominati.com.

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  • @Deakus

    @frank

    @frank

    @Deakus, @Alex, @Geraint

    We were attacked again last night around 3am Pacific time. The site was cleaned again immediately and I've been working hard to get better counter-measures in place.

    We take your safety extremely seriously and rest assured we have it under control. These attacks are relatively benign and center on pages that aren't used. The worst that would happen, apparently, is that if someone browse to one of these pages, they would get redirected to a website selling condominiums. What a hassle.

    Okeydoke - Google has given us a clean bill of health again. Thanks for your support!

    Good stuff...what if I actually want a condominium!!.... (cue relevant emoticon!!)

    Then make sure that it is made of quality latex!

  • Thats not Irony. The use of that word is derogatory.

    I think this really reflects the way you view the word, it says more about the reader than the writer...if you want to get technical.

    re·tard 1  (r-tärd)

    v. re·tard·edre·tard·ingre·tards
    v.tr.
    To cause to move or proceed slowly; delay or impede.

    v.intr.
    To be delayed.

    n.
    1. A slowing down or hindering of progress; a delay.
    2. Music A slackening of tempo.

    [Middle English retarden, from Old French retarder, from Latin retardre : re-, re- + tardre, to delay (from tardus, slow).]

    re·tarder n.

    Personally, and I cannot speak for others I would regard all triathletes as falling in to this category because they are slow to see the light and follow the V.

    I also understand the slang context of this, but I choose not to regard it in this way because that would be cruel and insensitive.

    I get a bit fed up with everybody choosing to get "offended" by everything these days, it is like the word has been highjacked by an over politically correct and rather zealous set of people that feel they own the rights to be offended by everything in life that does not quite meet their own personal expectations on behaviour.  I include in this category religious fundamentalists (of all pesuasions), those who are overly politically correct and numerous others.

    The slur sits within your mind, not necessarily those who posted it.

    If you truly believe that the poster was a homophobe, or trying to joke at mentally retarded people, then you probably have the right to be offended....but everyone else does not have to get "onboard" with your offence....we choose to see what we choose to see...
     
    I choose to believe that the poster was using common modern slang to indicate the slowness of mind of those who choose to swim and run when riding, rather than following the pure path.....(tongue in cheek), that is what this site is all about.
     
    Any statement is only ever offensive to the person who perceives it to be so....I think a little perspective is required here.  Obviously if someone posted that they thought all mentally slow people should be shot, that is not open to much interpretation and I would find their view offensive...but some may not and I approve of their right to think this way.  Privately I would think them a small minded biggot....publicly I would probably just ignore them and not give the attention or publicity for their hateful rhetoric that they are so obviously seeking.  That would be to fan the flames of intolerance.
     
    I have rambled enough....this hits the nail on the head....

  • @Deakus hey fuckwit-it was me who raised the "offensive" regarding the use of 'tard, and it was only in conversation with @ChrisO. The other guy had a problem with the use of "fag".

    I am stupider for having read your post.

  • @anthony sands

    "tryfags" Are you fucking are you kidding me! I am this close to being done with anybody in cycling!

    Cycling is riddled with champions and idiots. Focus on the champions and ignore the idiots. Deakus doesn't completely understand cycling either. Or when to hold off.

  • @Marcus

    @Deakus hey fuckwit-it was me who raised the "offensive" regarding the use of 'tard, and it was only in conversation with @ChrisO. The other guy had a problem with the use of "fag".

    I am stupider for having read your post.

    The point was a generic one...your failure to grasp that already makes you stupid enough please don't get any worse on my account.  The point stands and I have nothing further to add.

  • @ChrisO

    Meh... I enjoyed watching him at the time but I don't buy into the Pantani worship, especially if people aren't also prepared to overlook Valverde, Vino etc for their sins (and I'm not suggesting they should be overlooked, just that double standards seem to be applied). I can't look at any of his performances without wondering what he was juiced on.

    In fact I find it very hard to have much sympatico for anyone of that era, or any of the big names at least. Basically I stop caring at Riis and restart maybe with Sastre.

    I think its very easy to look at addicts and dopers and say they're weak and they should be cast aside, and that's a perfectly valid position to take.

    For me, living with a woman who's spent here life working in Public Health and Epidemiology, I've come to appreciate how much environmental factors have to do with these things and truly how far from being a matter of black and white, right and wrong these things usually are.

    For Pantani, he was a great rider and exciting to watch and that's a big part of the equation. But he was also part of the 90's culture where doping was widespread and completely pushed under the carpet - aside from Festina, no one was talking about it and no one had been caught.

    What breaks my heart - and what I believe broke Pantani's heart - was that he was singled out at a time when virtually everyone was doing the same thing. I look back and see a man who was confused and betrayed by his world, and he tried for 5 years to fight his way back - the sport turned its back on him, but he never turned his back on it.

    That puts him in a different light than Vino, Valvecap, Contador, etc.

    I do appreciate you holding the line on that entire era, though I'm surprised to see you open the door on Sastre, a ride who was only successful under Riis's tutelage and who had strong (alleged) ties to Fuentes.

  • @Ron

    How's this for an introduction: I first heard "Would" from Alice in Chains when I visited my older brother when he was a sophomore in college and I was in 8th grade. Sometime around midnight we were in the basement of his fraternal house listening to the song and throwing full cups of beer at the ceiling. Oh boy, the height of stupid excess for a young dude. "God, I want to go to college!"

    I had a similar introduction, except it was with We Die Young from Facelift. That opening riff is so badass, and I was like - wait, these guys are 19?

  • Nipple lube... it was intended in an offensive but ironic sense, by using it as a replacement for the word tryfags. As in "There are only two things I can't stand in this world: people who are intolerant of other people's cultures, and the Dutch."

    Or my personal favourite example - I can't remember where it was from - but there's a Peter Jackson remake of the classic film Dambusters, with script by Stephen Fry. In the original (and factual) version Commander Guy Gibson's dog is called Nigger so obviously it had to be renamed (Digger). There was a very funny satire in Onion style which had the dog renamed Cuntface to avoid causing offence. And you have to imagine Stephen Fry calling a black labrador cuntface to really appreciate it.

    Anyhow... sorry I mentioned it really.

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